lilgolden

Everything in the past are... joke that wasn't meant to be funny.
Cold jokes? LOl.
bullshit

Anyway, been away from this place for quite sometime.
Might not visit here again.
Hmm maybe I should just delete all the post.
Past is past.
I keep telling myself..
Let it go. Alr have a new partner why think of the past? =)
take caer
 

Quote from my Sep 07 post : We didn't contact for the last 16hours.
I'm so 'zai yi' over not contacting for hours last time.
But why now... I don't even care about whether we contact each other anot?
I don't know what happen to myself.
Talking to me often make me raise my voice, frown and pek cek.
Is not his problem, its mine!
I'm not not not not sure why?
He try so hard to be good to me and he's really nice
but... what's with my attitude?
Phew~

Baby & I are back to NORMAL =)
Watched Jolin's movie erm.. what can I say.. it will be great of course!
But.. afterall it's still a music movie. Not much expectation but one thing I realised that is .. her acting skill improve alot ne. =) compared to 'Hi! shang ban nv lang' haha. Lame show.
Till here
TTOW

Lilgolden
being love again.

Why do some girls just like to flirt around with guys who already have gf.
They won't 'zi dong' one meh? Worst of all if that girl herself got a bf.
kns.
Casual talk still alright but don't flirt la. please.
Maybe they don't even know they are flirting which we girls can sense.
SHITTY ASS. 
KNS... KNS... KNS!!!!
KA NA SAI.
KA NA SHIT.
KUSO KUSO KUSO!!!
BAKA DESU.
Full of shit post.

lilgolden
my love is only mine and no one else can get near.

Don't feel like talking but feel like blogging.
Don't know what to blog too.
Think... he...
I don't know. It's hard to read his mind.
It's also terrifying.
Is it me or what?
I always think alot.. 
I shall stop.
Told myself up to thousand times but I just can't stop.
Brain cracking.
Eyes tearing.
Heart breaking.
Hate myself.

Lilgolden
w/out loves

Hurhur ='(
I want to cry so badly.
My external hard disk got corrupted I think!
I can't open it.. there's ALOT OF PRECIOUS STUFF INSIDE IT!
IS ALL BACK UP which means I HAVE NO MORE OF THOSE THINGS IN MY COMPUTER! 
ASS!
Didn't check up my hard disk ever since I bring it to Sunshine plaza for printing of postcard design =(
Until today.. I finally plug it in to my computer and realised that there's error opening it in folder!
Not that bad as I still can open some music files through the music player but not in folder!
Jialat.. damn jialat..
Feel like reformating it but I DONT BEAR TO!!! It's all my precious stuff which I collected for YEARSSSSSSS. Oh please.. May it revive tomorrow ="(

lilgolden
loves

Mom was invited to Louis Vuitton Private Event yesterday and heehee~ Kris & I tagged along!
It was just an event where by they serve some drinks like champagne, fruit juice and also small snacks and make people spend money. lmao.

lilgolden
loves

hiakhiak.
I love love love this pic
and
love love love him.

Bring me go Boon Lay eat Nasi Lemak mak mak =)

lilgolden
loves

Had a conversation with Samantha
Samantha: You have LJ?
Me: Ya (answer immediately without reading the question again)
Samantha: (reply as quick as she can) LJ as in Livejournal
Me: (reading it again) the question sound so wrong.
LOL! and I break into laughter after that. HAHAHAHAHA!
LMAO really LMAO! But it's kinda late now.. I can't L-O-L I just open my mouth and did some AIR-RY laughter..
So retard! 

Lilgolden 
Loves